I had to return my SSFFS library keys today.
I always hate giving up keys. It's not so much the keys themselves; I prefer not to lock my door, and I dislike the way keys jingle (that is, I dislike wearing objects that make noise - I don't care if other people's clothing makes noise, within reason). But having keys to locked doors gives me a feeling of power, of having the ability to open those doors. I've heard some people say that they like having keys because it makes them feel important, but that's not it at all. Important is about the way other people look at you. Powerful is a way you feel about yourself. Giving up keys is a voluntary loss of power, a loss of position in that giant game of Hauissh. And I've already had to return my keys to the Ceramics Studio, and while I can still get into the studio via PubSafe, it is not at all the same.
So the inclusion of "return library keys" in my list of morning errands lessened my cheery mood a bit. The fact that I can get them back on Monday is no consolation; I still have to give them up now. The receipt of $10 in exchange is not much consolation either, as I'll have to give the $10 back when I go to reclaim my keys. And when I encountered
relique and company on their way to the ITT, it was an easy decision to rearrange my plans to swing by Green Street and return library books before keys. Which I did. And then, since I was walking by Clark Hall, and I do need to move by Monday, and I was rather unclear on when any of this was happening -- I stopped by in hopes of answering some of those questions. And I got four new keys! House keys are not as exciting as library keys, in the general run of things, but I'm curious about the house where I'm to be living next, and getting four keys at once is always exciting. I also discovered that I was right and have hypothetically been living in two houses for this past week (the under-minion at the desk was wrong), and so can move into my next room whenever I please.
So - does anyone with a car, or with relatives coming who have a car, want to help me move a large suitcase and some boxes and tubs and a couple of bags and a number of plants over to Green Street at some point? I won't pay anything but gratitude, but it's good quality gratitude.
I always hate giving up keys. It's not so much the keys themselves; I prefer not to lock my door, and I dislike the way keys jingle (that is, I dislike wearing objects that make noise - I don't care if other people's clothing makes noise, within reason). But having keys to locked doors gives me a feeling of power, of having the ability to open those doors. I've heard some people say that they like having keys because it makes them feel important, but that's not it at all. Important is about the way other people look at you. Powerful is a way you feel about yourself. Giving up keys is a voluntary loss of power, a loss of position in that giant game of Hauissh. And I've already had to return my keys to the Ceramics Studio, and while I can still get into the studio via PubSafe, it is not at all the same.
So the inclusion of "return library keys" in my list of morning errands lessened my cheery mood a bit. The fact that I can get them back on Monday is no consolation; I still have to give them up now. The receipt of $10 in exchange is not much consolation either, as I'll have to give the $10 back when I go to reclaim my keys. And when I encountered
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So - does anyone with a car, or with relatives coming who have a car, want to help me move a large suitcase and some boxes and tubs and a couple of bags and a number of plants over to Green Street at some point? I won't pay anything but gratitude, but it's good quality gratitude.