We ratified the constitution last night. Or rather, they ratified the constitution, because Yansing was very unhappy with it and did not ratify. And I'm so pleased that the class is over.
Don't get me wrong. I love reacting, and that was a marvelous game, and I had lots of fun.
But at the same time, it's also a lot of work, and that was a hard game. Yansing may, in fact, have been the hardest role I've ever had. In some ways he was simple. I felt like I got a good grasp on who he was and what he wanted in the first game, and kept it pretty easily the whole way through (aside from the second paper, for which I couldn't seem to find any sources or come up with compelling arguments, and which was generally really hard to write). But being in character isn't the only part of reacting. I spent this entire semester so far having unpopular opinions, fighting battles I knew I wouldn't win. I was frequently one of only two people on my side of the argument. Sometimes it was just me, arguing alone. I'm sure the nationalists felt like there was lots of division within their side, and like they weren't getting what they wanted. But when it came to things I wanted, they usually stood firm - at least as far as Not What Yansing Wants, so I was usually defending my views against at least 2/3 of the group. I've been unpopular before; Louis XVI was not everyone's favorite person, but the way the French game is set up, I at least had the clergy and the nobility, plus
tigerlofu, on my side.
I think that there were also more strong players in this game than any other I've ever played. Strong players are good for a game, but it can be rough when you're fighting with them. Maybe people are only attacking your character's views, but one of the strengths of Reacting is that you really care about those views - and that means that these discussions can feel like a personal attack.
And that's not even mentioning the social element where I couldn't talk to ANY of my friends in the game about the game, but had to watch them chatting happily about it, because we shared no common goals, and furthermore half of mine were Top Secret. But that's a chat for another day.