This seems to be as good a place as any to note that I don't really understand your religiosity--- namely I know you to be Christian, and from a tradition that's small enough and regionally connected enough that I'm not terribly familiar (which, honestly, is at least a little unusual), but mostly I guess that there are any number of ways you deviate from at least one or two beliefs others from your tradition tend to hold...... And I'm curious. So if you wanted to blather on about such things..... I would find it interesting.

Not that you have any obligation whatsoever to explain your beliefs to me.... just, if you were in the mood anyway, I would read it.