meh

[3rdragon]

i'm tired and sick and i feel lonely and isolationist up here in my room, but dinner was too much; too much noise, too many people, too many decisions to make and none of them what i'm really hungry for, and too many demands on my attention. and for some reason i found the spinach texture in the lasagna to be very annoying. i generally don't mind the texture of spinach; i even sort of like it.
i was hoping that being with friends would cheer me up, but really it was just exhausting. i should probably be doing work but i don't have the energy, and i want to do something but i don't know what. it's too early to go to bed; i'm not sure that i'm up to reading anything; sense and sensibility, my current audiobook, is both not interesting enough and requires too much attention.

and i never want to see another cup of tea again in my life.

really, i just want to go to sleep and not wake up until i'm not sick anymore.

Comments

[violaclaire.livejournal.com]

Isn't it? And I'd imagine that it's very a propos to someone who's sick and tired. I started getting sympathy fatigue when I read it, and it was in the early, easy part of the quarter. Plus, Lois is about the cutest thing ever.

[3rdragon]

I actually got through the worst of the Jake-not-sleeping parts earlier, when I wasn't ridiculously sick and exhausted, but it was nice to keep thinking, well, at least I don't have The Headache.